I try to be happy. I honestly do. Then I think about what happened, and different things that have happened throughout my life and then I just can't. I used to be optimistic. Or at least I tried to be. Now my mind can only see the negative. I don't understand. I know that people tell me that its depression, but I wish it would just all go away. I try to be a happy person, but it's hard to be something you're not.
HEY GIRL, IS IT REALLY SO TOUGH FOR YOU TO CONCENTRATE ON SOMETHING MORE CHEERFULL, TRUST ME THERE IS NOTHING THERE..YOU WONT GO NOWHERE...TRY IT..WRITE A SONG WITH THE THINGS YOU WOULD LOVE TO DO...TURN IT AROUND...YOU MIGHT LAUGH IN YOURSELF AND HAVE FUN WITH IT..COMMON I DARE YOU..TRY IT....I WILL WRITE IT WITH YOU IF YOU WANT....LET ME KNOW DANGLES
I think ive realized one of the rules of the world. Those who created things may not be the best at it. Liyundi is the best pianist in the world, and he's Chinese.
He said the words and he wasn't afraid. Now I'm not afraid and I can't stop smiling so hard.
婚姻关系
小孩子对家庭社会学并不是没有见解. 我经常跟敦敦讨论家庭和婚姻关系这个话题, 我问敦敦, 爸妈的婚姻属于那种类型? 他想了一下说, 你和爸爸是石头和棉花的关系, 你是石头, 爸爸是棉花, 石头是硬的,很容易将棉花压住, 棉花见石头来势汹汹就会变得更加柔软. 棉花被压得动弹不得, 石头陷在棉花里自然也难以移步, 因为动不了, 只好仔细看对方, 靠彼此欣赏过日子了, 因此棉花和石头的婚姻不高调但相对稳定.
两个石头的婚姻是最惊心动魄的, 两石都很强势, 会瞬间撞击出炫目的火花, 但彼此的硬度决定将会磕碰一生, 运气差的搞不好会将对方撞碎, 运气好的也会彼此弹出好远. 聪明的石头夫妻会选择保持一定的距离. 距离既能缓冲石头动能的破坏性又能增加石头的整体美感. 石头夫妻不应该总守在一处, 应该是东邪西毒各自各精彩.
两个棉花, 彼此萍水相逢, 在石头未出现之前, 随机地粘在一块, 这种或然关系并不十分牢固, 只要大石头一出现, 彼此的关系就会发生变故, 要么石头把其中一个棉花刮走. 最惨的是当一个棉花被一个石头压住后, 另一个棉花没能力抽身. 最好的结局就是, 正好有另外一块石头经过, 顺便把它带走.
谢谢‘棉花-石头’ 理论的创始人敦敦, 用清楚的表达帮爹娘闹清楚这十几年的婚姻原来是这么回事.
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18, 2008: FebWelll the weekend is over and i ended up spending my bday with my nephew, without him i really wouldve been miserable. Yesterday I answered a BP note and today he is coming over and im cooking tonight. Well when Blair arrived he had the cutest dimples ever. He is gorgeous! He helped me with my laundry and my groceries. He even scratched the itch I had. lol So far I like him a lot. Well lets see where this goes. Hopefully far cuz we both want the same. Andre baggage and his bullshit lies are out the door.
Hes Hurting Me - Maria Mena
I've never been confronted with my own thouhts They don't bother me when I'm alone Can you come over save me, because he won't stop Now get him off his fucking throne Caution the floor's wet in here, been crying I don't know why he seems convinced I'm lying I don't know what he's capable of doing but he's hurting me It's not his fault I made him lose his temper I should know better not to talk to loud There's no one out there who could love me better I'm not like you, you are too proud
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